Let The Love Of Allah Remain In The Heart

O my heart.

I try to find my heart.
Where is my heart?

I try to fill the vessel of my heart
With the true love
His Love
The Love that would not despair me
Gives me tranquility and it gives me many.

I try to know
I try to understand
I try to feel

But it is hard.
No its not.
Have you ever feel the love?
Towards your parent, sister or brother?
Towards a stranger?
You love them because something about them caught your love.

The way you remember them.
The way your heart felt when you are apart.

O my heart all I ask is to think.
Be a little patient,
Make a little struggle to be near to Him.
To attach your mind and aim to Him only.

Understand this.
He is everything.

إن الله على كل شيء قدير
He is Able to do everything.
He is able to fix my heart, my whole thing.
My world and my hereafter.
He is the one who will save me from the Fire by His Mercy.

ذلكم الله ربي عليه توكلت وإليه أنبيب
He is my Rabb, my Lord my Master
My Nourisher my Sustainer my everything
To Him I rely my hope and to Him I repent.

إن الله سميغ بصير
He is All-Hearing and All-Seeing
He hears all I say
He hears all my prayer
He knows what I'm doing right now even a leaf that fall from a tree.

O my soul
Please don't attach your heart with this world
It only gives you dissappointment
Your home is hereafter
Your happiness is there looking at your Rabb Face.

O ALLAH help me
I'll never give up my hope to have Your love in my heart.
I never.

Your Mercy is larger than Your Wrath.
Your Love is so huge You can give me a little and others too.
I'm in dire need of You.
Its only You can help and gives me everything I want
And I want Your Love Ya ALLAH
Ya Rahman Ya Rahim Ya ALLAH
Have mercy on me...

Last paper dan insha ALLAH khirijat

Bismillah. Alhamdulillah beberapa jam yang lepas saya dah bebas dari exam di dunia sebagai pelajar mengambil jurusan ekonomi islam di Yarmouk University. Lega2. Kertas periksa Masorif Islam Muasaroh ini pun agak mudah. Atau saya yang sudah terpedaya kerana merasa agak mudah? Insha ALLAH kheir! Tawakal je!

Masa nak pulang kertas periksa, Doktor Amir Atum yang baik berkata, "Fatimah, macam mana exam? Saya, " Alhamdulillah," Takkan nak kata senang kan, tak dapat result best nanti malu sendiri je. " Doakan saya doktor" saya kata lagi. Doktor pun kata " Semoga Allah permudahkan urusan." Saya pun,"Ameen".

Alhamdulillah is all i'm gonna say. And am i really2 save from this exam?
Erk.